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  • JenngJenng Member Posts: 3,411
    Your gif skills are a smidge less impressive now @mack22 lol 🤣😂 jk
    Yes. I definitely was

    https://forums.nextgames.com/walkingdead/discussion/comment/328723/#Comment_328723
    I have my reasons. :*




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  • mack22mack22 Member Posts: 1,255
    Well, I guess you got me there @Jenng



    I can't wait...


    Just a reminder to everyone, be careful what you Google.
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  • JenngJenng Member Posts: 3,411
    A steel trap baby......... with vagueness and an available search engine lol 😂

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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    hahah I admit that I went straight to search when mack said that, but didn't find anything weird... was pretty disappointed with the internet :(
    I mean in every single search there's something weird and WTF but once you're searching for it doesn't show up...
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Oh I get it now... english slang keeps surprising me... I get that is a reference...


    but dude... that's brown... someone needs to go to the doctor and check themselves before they break themselves... :D
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    How is everyone doing...? autumn is doing its thing here... soon I'll have to gather the leaves and trim them linden trees outside, although I don't know... leaves are good for intruders... :P this saturday is my birthday... maybe I can get free coffee drinks all day from my favourite coffee house... you know... IF it isn't closed... the vvirus didn't reach here... but the measures did... I want to spend the entire day outside... I hope that doesn't come to a depressing, closed saturday...
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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    Happy birthday!!!
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  • capibaracapibara Member Posts: 6,228
    Happy birthday @JimiFaith

    ..or Cappy Birthday!! :D


    "Always be yourself unless you can be a capybara. Then always be a capybara".
    --> Do you need a guild? ...send me a Private Message. My Recruiting den and my "Art Objects" in the Next Games Collection.
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Thank you guys... you got a smile out of my sour face... Hope you are doing alright... I'm living desperate times... still saving for that s9 or S9+... things are uncertain but trying to keep my head cold, my will strong and Get. Sh*t. Done.
    Comoddities and luxuruy are a dream and I'm living to my basic needs, so it's
    Allways good to read from you...
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Did you ever came to a point where you feel that, any form of communication, every interaction with other people or intent to build a relationship is totally useless... and everything you try ends up on a dead end...?

    Like... you want to talk to somebody but when you try to find words or something to say, immediately something in you lifts a STOP sign and says... "for what...?", "it will go nowhere..."

    Maybe this is to real for an off topic forum... or maybe that is the problem... we all have to look "cool" super strong and invincible all the time... and we end up killing relationships because every real topic is off the table...

    We all have problems, yet when somebody asks us where doing fine...
    Every problem or circumstance that doesn't present us like succesful, strong people, and makes us look like troubled human beings is off the table...
    And we are so sick of negativity that we can't have anyone trusting us nothing...

    I'm realizing now that all of this reflects on me... that It's me who always try to show a positive side and don't trust anybody with anything...

    Maybe I'm too afraid because of my history of failed relationships... so here it goes... at age 29 I find myself empty handed and absolutely and comepletely alone.
    There. Is. No. One. But. Me.

    There is nothing wrong with that, I know how to be alone, but it comes a point when ok, maybe one more person in my life without me wouldn't be so bad...

    Maybe I'll scare some people with this, exposing one's self is a double-edged sword... but at least I tried...

    I don't know... you're welcome to comment and I hope that you are all doing ok... but I'll still be here if you are not.

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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    Im always here if anyone needs to talk .....i cant promise any sane convo but never the less im here 😊
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  • capibaracapibara Member Posts: 6,228
    @JimiFaith ..oh well... “relationships” are overrated imo... when i was younger i was more entertained by books and eventually music... but mainly you will find the answers in the books :)


    "Always be yourself unless you can be a capybara. Then always be a capybara".
    --> Do you need a guild? ...send me a Private Message. My Recruiting den and my "Art Objects" in the Next Games Collection.
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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    edited May 30
    Amen! ☺ @JimiFaith chin up! Come on dust yourself off and carry on....thats what i do when life is wank to you ✊🏻 theres someone out there for everyone 😊.....put you're energy into people that want it....dont waste your time on people who dont....life's way too short!!!!
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Yeah, I come to the realization that relationships are in fact overrated... or highly idealised... I blame TV for that...
    There's something special about our way of perceiving the world, and there's countless things to do or be...
    I guess I lost track of that...
    I'm really better now that I focused myself to my stuff... happiness is a busy solitude...
    And I always can watch friends on netflix :p

    I bought a microSD today to have all my music and apps while I reach my phone goal... LP discography of course is a must...
    I'm doing some improvements to my room which include isolating some points where the heat escapes, and finishing my closet to grow things and prepare for summer...
    There's a lot going on... how are you guys/girls...?

    Now that I remember a capibara wandered around in on of my dreams... which is weird cause there aren't any here near the coast...
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  • JenngJenng Member Posts: 3,411
    Ive been busy lifting weights ( my husband and I built us a gym in our garage before all the craziness happened) and the past 14 months I’ve been on a personal health journey and have lost 81lbs total. Started lifting weights in January and I’m loving it! It’s a good use of all this time we’re having at home. Plus it’s been good for my body and mentally.

    My dryer stopped working yesterday 🙄 so my project today is to figure out what’s going on with that and either fix or replace it. Until that happens it’s pajama time 😂




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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    edited June 4
    Although im not,I feel incredibly alone so i just drink myself into a stupor and have nothing else going on in life worth talking about 😆👍🏻
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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    Oh and @Jenng 81lbs!!!! Shit thats awesome i need to lose at least that amount.... fecking alcohol!
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Whoa that is so cool Jenn... that's a goal I have myself... altough only nee tone and flexibility, I'm skinny but I like it that way... I have plans to buy a pad for floor exercise in ma bedroom... I have specific work to I got a deviated hip bone, I'm glad that you and your husband ad the will to build that for yourselves... It's kind of addictive... Gyms are other thing that are overated, when you can do all sort of exercise without paying for a membership...

    If you need any help with the dryer I can help diagnose... I doubt that it has anything you can't fix yourself...

    Fingerfood, can I know your name...? I feel trusted that you shared that... I guess it's normal... it's incredible you canbe surounded by people yet feeling lonely... that's one of the reasons I'm alone... I don't like grey areas regarding relationships... and I don't waste energy in faking a smile... but that way if it happens it'll be true.

    But again thank you for sharing... not all is feeling great and on top of the world...

    I doubt that you have nothing to talk about... maybe your underestimating your life... I do too sometimes but latelyI'm like what the hell I'm going to talk about the simplest thing...

    Valuable connections don't mind to talk even about the weather... or just sharing silence...

    Are you still on Gin... or you switched...?
    What do you drink on...?
    Do you have a favourite glass...?

    I want to get one of those with diamond looking ones for my scotch... now that I think about it I think I have one, I'm sending a pic later...
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Just... Uruguay...


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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    edited June 5
    Kimberley is the name ....alcoholism is the game 🤣 ...i still drink gin now and again but im on wine now....or anything i can get my grubby lil mits on!
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Wow that's a gorgeous name... Kim... few thing are better than a glass of red wine... I can imagine that warm feeling and the funny dizziness... THAT'S IT I'M GETTING A BOTTLE TOMORROW... Although I'm kind of alcohol free due to shortage in ansiolitics yesterday I couldn't resist a can of Heineken... yum... and a Monster mango loco... :p

    Did you ever...? One time I was in a party on one of my teen years friends... and I remember being happy on wine... I went to the bathroom and wen I washed my hands I saw myself in the mirror and started laughing at how drunk I was, and the more I laughed more I cracked up at my reflection... must have been like 30minutes in there... I never told anybody... It was one of my funniest runk moments... I hope no one was waiting outside... :D I don't know why I remembered that...
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    speaking of wine I just found a hack...


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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    Lmao omg im so doing that!
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Ikr...? I don't drink tea but there's always the chance to start... :p

    No memory arrives today... already installed all kind of apps and sticking my musci folder... :D screw you YouTube with your restricted multitasking...
    FingerfoodJenng
  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    I love this forum....half the time i literally have no idea what anyone is talking about. I live in a little bubble in the uk....i have no idea about anything other than that......so most of the time i sit here reading things thinking wtf does that mean 😆
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  • JimiFaithJimiFaith Member Posts: 746
    Ohh el mundo es mucho mas grande de lo que uno piensa...

    Part of that is my fault I've been missing a couple of letters lately.... I meant my microSD with 64GB arrived yesterday... and already started to download all kinds of stuff...

    Smoked a joint and ended up on an internet frenzy... was planning to play NML but never got there... and overslept... I'm starving...
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  • FingerfoodFingerfood Member Posts: 963
    @JimiFaith you're all kinds of crazy 😊
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